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A diary of my life as an autistic who enjoys fellrunning

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My Recent Posts

  • He knows March 4, 2021
  • Pains March 2, 2021
  • When marriage goes wrong… February 28, 2021
  • Sunday, 8th November 2020, Battling the Bottle February 24, 2021
  • Saturday, 7th November, A good run over Heptonstall Moor in the mist February 23, 2021
  • Friday, 6th November, Feeling better :) February 22, 2021
  • Wednesday, 4th November, Struggling February 19, 2021
  • Saturday, 31st October, Catching up February 18, 2021
  • Tuesday, 27th October, Nothing exciting, just nice and steady February 15, 2021

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Kim Moore

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  • Erik Estabrook
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  • My Tumblr blog
  • Naming the Beasts
  • Poetry
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  • The Poetry Society
  • Winston Plowes, Poet and Performer

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June 18th, A crap day


7:00am on a damp and misty Thursday morning. The headache is gone replaced by an all over dullness that takes … Continue reading June 18th, A crap day

Daily Diary, life, Life journey, Personal life story

May, 20th. Headaches, beta blockers and a run round the Calder Valley


So today is the first full day since my neurologist prescribed me beta blockers for migraine headaches something which I … Continue reading May, 20th. Headaches, beta blockers and a run round the Calder Valley

Stripped back stories, Uncategorized

My doctor never asked me why


My doctor never asked me how I was feeling, why I felt that way or what had made me come … Continue reading My doctor never asked me why

Stripped back stories, Uncategorized

Prozac May 2001


My doctor gave me Prozac for my depression. It made things worse. The walls started moving and closing in on … Continue reading Prozac May 2001

Stripped back stories, Uncategorized

At the doctors May 2001


It’s May 2001. I’m feeling down, depressed. I go to the doctors for help for support. ‘What do you want … Continue reading At the doctors May 2001

Depression, mental health, Uncategorized

Return of the black dog


The black dog returned this weekend in one of its most violent and ferocious attacks for a long time. I … Continue reading Return of the black dog

Asperger's, Autism, Depression, mental health, mindfulness, reflecting, Surreal, Thinking, Thoughts, Uncategorized

today


they never see you when you’re alone with the tv and four walls for company the walls that talk back … Continue reading today

Andy Smith

Today…


Today is not a good day. I feel down, depressed torn between two different me’s both fighting to be in … Continue reading Today…

Andy Smith, Asperger's, Autism, Depression, Diagnosis, Doctors, Life journey, Sheffield Aspergers Service Centre, Wellbeing

DIAGNOSIS AND BEYOND, A PERSONAL JOURNEY THROUGH THE MINEFIELD OF OBTAINING A DIAGNOSIS OF ASPERGERS SYNDROME


My journey to a diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome begins sometime in 2007. I had always felt there was something different … Continue reading DIAGNOSIS AND BEYOND, A PERSONAL JOURNEY THROUGH THE MINEFIELD OF OBTAINING A DIAGNOSIS OF ASPERGERS SYNDROME

Asperger's, Autism, enabling, explaining, life, Understanding

Trying to explain myself


Trying to explain myself Is the hardest thing to do Telling you the way I see life As I see … Continue reading Trying to explain myself

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