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A diary of my life as an autistic who enjoys fellrunning

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My Recent Posts

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  • Pains March 2, 2021
  • When marriage goes wrong… February 28, 2021
  • Sunday, 8th November 2020, Battling the Bottle February 24, 2021
  • Saturday, 7th November, A good run over Heptonstall Moor in the mist February 23, 2021
  • Friday, 6th November, Feeling better :) February 22, 2021
  • Wednesday, 4th November, Struggling February 19, 2021
  • Saturday, 31st October, Catching up February 18, 2021

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Tag: Anxiety

Autism, fell running

Wednesday, 26th August, Meltdowns and anxiety attacks


7:35pm. Autistic children become autistic adults and as autistic children have meltdowns so do autistic adults and quite often autistic … Continue reading Wednesday, 26th August, Meltdowns and anxiety attacks

Autism

June 11th, opinions and assessments


It’s 11:19am and time to do my diary. I woke up today just before 4am and had the beginning of … Continue reading June 11th, opinions and assessments

Autism, fell running, fellrunning

June 8th, anxiety


It’s 10:30am on a Monday morning, the start of a brand new day and a brand new week. It’s already … Continue reading June 8th, anxiety

Autism, philosophy

May 29th, thoughts and ramblings


It’s 11:26am and time to update my diary. I woke feeling bad this morning. I was tired and confused and … Continue reading May 29th, thoughts and ramblings

Daily Diary, life, Life journey, Personal life story

May, 20th. Headaches, beta blockers and a run round the Calder Valley


So today is the first full day since my neurologist prescribed me beta blockers for migraine headaches something which I … Continue reading May, 20th. Headaches, beta blockers and a run round the Calder Valley

poetry, Uncategorized

anxiety exists


anxiety exists increasing our heartbeats putting us on a knife edge, nothing, everything that does and does not exist penetrates … Continue reading anxiety exists

poetry, Uncategorized

fear of crowds


fear of crowds exists paralysing you to the spot, unable to move, you are a tree, roots going deep underground, … Continue reading fear of crowds

fell running, poetry, Uncategorized

pushing


the water is ice cold the mud is thick and deep my legs ache and struggle to move from tussock … Continue reading pushing

poetry, Uncategorized

headache changes


the headaches bring with them a calming down of the senses less stress, less anxiety as my mind fights to … Continue reading headache changes

poetry, Uncategorized

fat shaming


they call me fat make me feel ashamed ashamed to eat ashamed to enjoy food ashamed to go out ashamed … Continue reading fat shaming

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