Why…

Why do some people come into your life and make such an impact that you cannot forget them

Every waking moment is spent thinking about them and nothing else

Others pass through with barely a glance or  a second thought

Yet you, you who I should not be thinking about, have come in and taken over my life

How do I stop this madness without someone getting hurt, someone getting

Accused of doing something they might not have done? All I want to know is

How you feel about me, what you think about me if anything. Do you even

Notice me or just remember me when you need something, want something?

This madness has to stop and soon before I go out of my mind and

End up sad, lonely, bitter, twisted, unable to trust anyone again

Before whisky and gin become my best friends blocking out memories of you