lost…

i am lost, my mind wanders
here, there, everywhere. i
am a part of life yet at the
same time i am not. i cannot
concentrate, i feel anxious,
on edge, confused… life goes
on around me and i am in the
eye of the storm, alone, as
people walk by me talking
to me, smiling at me, but
it is all meaningless as i
don’t take anything in, just
words and faces from a far
away place that i am not a
part of…