I wish

I wish you’d told me how much pain you was in, how much you was hurting and how it was getting worse not better.

I wish you’d told me how much I was annoying you and making things worse when you needed me most.

I wish you’d told me to stop, to back off and give you the time and space you so desperately needed.

I wish you’d felt you could talk to me about anything and know that I would listen and do what’s best for you.

I wish you’d known how close I felt we had become, how much we had shared with each other and how much it meant to me.

I wish you’d been open, honest and truthful with me and we might would have avoided all this mess we’re in now.

I wish I could turn back time and avoided the mistake I made that will haunt me for the rest of my life.

I wish…