I feel pain in every
Nerve of my body
From the top to the bottom
Left, right and middle
Pain is everywhere in my
Mind, body and soul
From the memories of the
Night we shared together
How you gasped at my
Delicate touch on your skin
The words you said to me
Making me feel wanted
Worthy, human
Before you changed your
Mind, your story, again
And again and again
To protect yourself
From your feelings for me
From the hurt and pain
You are going through from
Your own loss which hurt
You so deeply. Now two of
Us hurt instead of one
The Autistic FellRunner 